Realization

I hate losing friends. Was just glancing through old photos on some of the things we did together, can't help but feel a little remorse for how things turned out. There are incidents that can affect and change your friendship forever, and that appears to be in this case. I hate this feeling.

I find it hard to truly forgive someone if they don't apologize. All in all, I will tell this to myself again. My conscience is clear, stop beating yourself up for what you didn't do wrong.

On another note, people don't usually turn out to be what you hope they would be. Ah, I can feel depression kicking in just thinking about this. It's entirely my fault for putting expectations and hope on people. Oh silly boy, what delusion have you gotten yourself into ? She was never going to be that to you.

This is a really depressing post, sorry to whoever that reads it. Just needed to let it out somewhere.

WeiBeng.